Saturday, October 13, 2012
Time
It was a dream come true
The not so perfect guy for me
It is really you
From the time we started conversing
I've learned wonderful things about your whole being
Things in you I've never been seeing
You will never realize it, but to me it's heart warming
The way your thoughts go
Is the same as I do
Till it comes to a point
It is hard to believe that I love you so
Now I’ve been wandering why time runs so fast
It has just begun, hoping forever it'll last
With you, I promise never regret the past
Through a vow forever we'll cast
Loving you felt so good for me
But don't worry, a secret it'll be
I'll be loving you forever, you'll see
As time goes by, you'll also love me
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Happines
Happiness uplifts me
Happiness fills my heart, my mind, and my soul
Happiness gives me the strength I need
Happiness is a good feeling that enters my mind each day
Happiness takes my sadness away
Happiness fills my eyes with joy
Happiness makes me excited and thrilled
Happiness warms my heart and soul each day
Happiness gives me a sense of relief each day
Happiness welcomes me each morning when I get up
Happiness fills my heart, my mind, and my soul
Happiness gives me the strength I need
Happiness is a good feeling that enters my mind each day
Happiness takes my sadness away
Happiness fills my eyes with joy
Happiness makes me excited and thrilled
Happiness warms my heart and soul each day
Happiness gives me a sense of relief each day
Happiness welcomes me each morning when I get up
Cams :)
Saturday, September 29, 2012
EDC
EDC may stand for anything
From gothic to gallivanting
But to us it will only mean one thing
Something you'll learn by the time you reach the poem's ending.
Unique personalities combined
Something that's rare & hard to find.
Hilarious Jon jon's punch lines.
Paul's punctuality with a record breaking 50 times.
From gothic to gallivanting
But to us it will only mean one thing
Something you'll learn by the time you reach the poem's ending.
Unique personalities combined
Something that's rare & hard to find.
Hilarious Jon jon's punch lines.
Paul's punctuality with a record breaking 50 times.
Selling portable dvds, karaoke, and other things is what Ryan will always busy with.
While Roxy continues reading from the EDC inbox.
Art's infinite sleeping
is nothing to compared to Cam's voice booming.
Next is Leah who is the all time queen of surveys.
Collecting missing accruals is what Tin is always busy with.
But now, she's been so busy with PM files collecting
Bern is stressed out on her CE distribution and WADS, AMG and ACCruals Collection/
Next are Carlo and KC simply busy in looking for everything in budget website.
While Kate is doing her ETF/ETN, Closed End reports to meet her deadline.
But now she's a proud mom.
Different experiences,
plus unique personalities of the different faces
All of these make us stand out from the rest,
For the "E" in EDC, WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER MEAN EXEMPLARY.
Thanks teammates for everything :))
Sunday, September 23, 2012
When she prognosticated my future
Couple of months ago, my
officemate Lloyd referred a fortune teller. He told that this fortune teller is
somehow accurate on what she’s seeing in her readings.
Two weeks ago, she scheduled
me for this kind of appointment. When we had a deal regarding this, I felt
something strange. I do not know. But it was a strange feeling.
I was supposed to scheduled
on the 14th of September 2012. However she rescheduled me on the 18th
of September.
I am on full aware on what
will be the readings, but for me my perception on “panghuhula” is 50/50.
50 percent YES and 50 percent
NO.
NO, because we cannot contradict
on God’s plan for us. YES, because human/s have the ESP or the Extra Sensory
Perception. ESP is also sometimes casually referred to as a sixth sense gut instinct
or hunches, which are historical, English idioms.
We finally meet, her name is
Melody. She’s quite tall and thin with fair complexion and long highlighted
hair. She looks around 35 years old, but she told that she is 42 years old. She
met me in one of the coffee shop in Greenbelt Makati. She decided to change our
location, because she sensed some negative vibes there, and it would affect her
readings with this negative energy.
She decided to have our
session outside the coffee shop, where few people are sitting there. Our
session starts by some simple conversation. Then she pulled out things from her
bag which is covered by a red cloth and scratch papers.
She told me to write my whole
name and birthday and the person who would like to know her predictions. I
wrote my sister’s name and birthday too. The conversation starts when she told me that
I do have a third eye, but you are still afraid. This said gift/curse is in our
bloodline. I remember my cousins, my sister, and my great grandmother have a
third eye.
Then she told me to write my
parents’ name and birthday in the paper. She also told me that I had a brother,
which is dead. He died when he was a baby. Then she told me that my father’s
past life was a soldier during the World War I, and she said “parang na meet ko
na ung father mo, in my past life.” She told me that she travelled time, when
she saw herself in the era of World War I, the place is different, and her
quest here is to know her other past life.
Your father is very strict. I
admit that my father is strict, and I understand it. She also added that his
instincts are quite true. In our case, when he said NO, it is NO. And Melody
said that my father had a several accidents in his work abroad, but he was able
to survive it, because he has a spirits around him, which he is guiding it
until now.
I realized my father had an
accident here at home. He was fixing our roof, but accidentally he fell from
our room. When he had a check up in the hospital, he has no fractures and only
his muscles were harmed.
Then she changed her subject
which is my mother. She told me that my mother is sick, apparently she is diabetic with some complications such as hypertension.
There are lots of things that
she saw, not only my future but also my past. This was not my first time to
undergo with this kind of session. For me she is quite accurate on what she saw
in me.
But in the end my future still
depends on me. I am the one who decides what would be my future. Somehow,
Melody is just a guide.
Cams :)
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Moving on is Scary
I did not talked to him for a long time, after what he did to me. Until one day, I found this Paolo Coelho's quote "You have to forgive your past, so it won't destroy your present."
I moved on. I forgive him, but I think the company that we had will not happen again.
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May 15, 2011 at 12:55pm
Moving on is scary. I think it’s the fact that you’re leaving behind something that made you so comfortable, something you could have always fell back on. Now you don’t have it anymore. Not so much the person, but the feeling that they used to give you. Feelings don’t fade, but they do change. They morph into something new, I guess. At least that’s how I experience it. Now I’m beginning to let go, little by little, each and every day. The days are getting less harder, and the ache in my chest is becoming a little less noticeable. It’s the memories now that are the only things that do bother me. The flashbacks of when things used to be that get me down, at least for a little.
I know one thing that I’ll never forget, though. How you made me feel. The times you made my heart flutter, sink, flip, flop, fly. The smile that used to spread on my face when we talked. I don’t have to be in love with you to enjoy those memories. You’ll always be classified as the one person that made me feel complete and total happiness at a really dark time. The one I shared everything with when I felt my world was falling apart. You were my only friend at times, and I thank you for that.
I hope a little in my heart that everything wasn’t a total lie. But even if it was to you, it wasn’t to me. I don’t know why that comforts me, but it does. My feelings for you were genuine, and I’ll never let you forget that. Now that I’m moving on, and the pain is beginning to fade away, and the feelings that I felt for you are no longer as prominent as they were, I just want you to know that I’ll love you forever. No, not in the manner I always thought I would, but as a friend. A companion. A confidant. That idea used to be so foreign to me, but I’m comfortable with it now.
Cams
Saturday, September 8, 2012
Falling in LOVE
I was full of inspiration and motivation while writing this one. I generalized my ideas toward the topic, so that anybody could relate themselves. This essay is for HIM. I hope he read this.
Falling in love to a person is something that you cannot
explain your feelings towards to him/her. I've been to heartaches. But if you willing to love a person, you are willing to take the consequences (heartaches and etc.). That is my perception on love.
How to define love: fall but do
not stumble, be constant but not to persistent, share and never be
unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain. LOVE IS LIKE A KNIFE, IT CAN STAB THE HEART OR IT CAN CURVE WONDERFUL IMAGES INTO THE SOUL THAT ALWAYS LAST FOR A LIFETIME.
Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire
you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give
you joy can also hurt you in the end.
Love
is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is
lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and
growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold
on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only
when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than
we can love ourselves.
For all the heartaches
and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitful years, you should give
thanks; you know that there were things that helped you grow.
Loving someone means giving them the freedom to find his way. Whether it
leads towards you far away from you. Love is painful risk to take but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful for only then
you’ll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love
can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
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